life keeps on moving

Hi! Friends, I was lost somewhere in some other world for so many months and finally, here I m today at 11:26 Pm (17 June 2011) willing to post something on my blog. Hope you have not forgotten me. I really hope so. So many things happened in between, I got married, I changed my job, I joined new faculty etc. etc. In all this, I happened to meet many new people and lost some dear ones. Some I cannot get back if also I want to, my grandmother and grandfather (miss you and love you always) and some may be does not like to come back to me :( sad is not it? Anyways this is called life. I think I have learned some very useful lessons about life in this part of my life. I feel like I have become more mature than before and I can tackle situations as per their demands.
I believe you guys also went through many changes in between. Many good and bad might have happened, but life doesn’t wait or rest for anything. It keeps on moving.
Good night
God bless.

Question, Answers !

It was last night
I had asked you a cold question,
Though you have already slept
I waited for a long,
Your warm breath upon my chest
sparked the answer,
your eyes were closed
still, they were saying so much.
your honest and delighted face
scattered the light of devotion
your arms around me
answered everything,
even the question I had not asked.
till the dawn my dear
I watched you completely
I felt you at full
and I got all the answers
sweet, honest and abstract.
since then
we have been lacking questions,
because we just have answers
sweet, honest and abstract.

Years ago

by Kay-Kay

Years ago,
a pleasant co-incidence was born
in the middle of nowhere.
Then lost among the crowds,
hidden inside its own beautiful world,
unfurled inside the dreams
and enjoyed alone,
all alone.

After cascades of years
I called the co-incidence again,
On a shinning evening
the stranger was back in the town,
with the gift of blurred memories.
There were two for tea
and tea for two,
drinking up the sky,
counting the stars,
But the moon itself was with me.

we spoke; silence, smile and lust
then we lost.

Paused Dreams

a long long time ago
he was following a thread of way
made by the colourful butterflies,
and he was paused
at a beautiful theatre of flowers.
Then he followed the height
of dad's shoulder,
the warmth of mom's lap,
he followed to get the teacher's good,
but paused at the end of childhood,
one day he measured the distance
to the moon,
when about to fly, it was mid-noon,
so again it was paused to itself,
in the middle of the eternal space.
Dad's darling and mom's little boy
with best friends happiness and joy,
would stop the cosmic, if he can,
nowadays, he is a gentleman.
walking down the same lane
of Monomandu
he frequently finds the dreams scattered,
over the dusty and narrow streets of life,
the butterfly dream,
the dream of dad
the dream of mom
and the manic dream upon her angel's eyes.
all are paused, and throwing "goodbye"s.
Now he wants not to be at the top
his dreams are just seeking a full stop!

सपना

ऊ सपना हो,
तर मैले उसलाई भेटेको छैन,
न त देखेको नै छु,
मस्त निन्द्राबाट एक्कासी बिउंझिदा ,
न त मैले उसलाई घ्वाप्लाक्क अंगालो नै हालेको छु,
उसको शहर सुतिरहंदा,
नियोन लाइटले कौमार्यता छरिदिएको सुनसान सडकमा
न त मैले उसको आंचल नै पक्डेको छु,
न त म उसंग जुनको उचाईमा पुगेको छु,
न त क्षितिजको गहीर्राईमा होम्मिएको छु,
फूलको सुवासको गीत पनि गाएको छैन,
छहराको संगीतमा नाचेको पनि छैन,
न त लेखिएको छ सिंगमरमरको छातीमा उसको र मेरो नाम
न त देखिएको छ, कुनै परी कथाको परिकथा भित्र,
न त कुनै नो म्यान ल्यान्डमा उन्मुक्त भई हराएका छौं, हामीहरु ।
तर ऊ सपना हो मैले नदेखेको सपना मैले नभेटेको सपना ।

seeing Your face

swear, since seeing Your face,
the whole world is fraud and fantasy
The garden is bewildered as to what is a leaf
or blossom. The distracted birds
can't distinguish the birdseed from the snare.
A house of love with no limits,
a presence more beautiful than venus or the moon,
a beauty whose image fills the mirror of the heart.